The block

Blank

another blank

Desperately trying to get
out of this 'block'

and go back to my
dream-world

Not today
I guess

The wait goes on...

6:02pm..

Seems I have become quite a 'frequent blogger'..never expected this to happen, cos I prefer the 'pen' to a 'machine'...still do!
Well, met the old hostel gang after ages..I am really bad in maintaining contacts..ha! and someone wants to pursue PR!! Moving on..came to know many of them are shifting back..sad eh! I still remember the way we used to curse this place ..and look..have we fallen in love with it?? I guess we have!
xoxo

...

One of the best phases of my life :sigh:

Artsy-Fartsy

People often make fun of me saying that I am too 'idealistic' for this society..maybe..Well, I won't get into the argument of idealism now..but would like to tell all about this movie called 'do aankhen barah haath'..It is based on an 'open prison experiment' where the 'jailor' takes 6 prisoners to a barren land in an effort to make them 'human'..The change is gradual and is 'believable'..
I would love to interact with prisoners someday..especially in India..and would love to study their behavior..
There are various moments in the movie which actually make me think if a prison could 'change' the behavioural pattern of a person or worsen it..

I - a fragment

They call me
'bad girl'

a girl with
'attitude problem'

a girl who does not follow
rules

a girl who does not want to know
how to cook curry
or wear a saree

_ _ _ _ _

I am
the girl who shouts at the society
and believes
that the day is not far
when there will be a
'Revolution'

_ _ _ _ _

They hate feminists
call them
'bra burning' bitches

They want freedom
freedom of?
freedom from?

Lost in its many connotations

it seems it means
anything
to anyone

_ _ _ _ _

7:26pm..

If anyone..ever asked me..'can you give me a shortcut to happiness'..I would say..it's dance!
Since I was a child..whenever I felt sad..i would just turn on some music..imagine myself in a show..and just......dance...dance...and dance..!


They say,"Bodies never lie.''

3:40am

Current Mood- VERY VERY ANNOYED!!!

Just had a fight with someone..not very close..actually not close at all..and fought for a 'very' stupid reason!!
Okay lets just end it here!! Hmmmm...
Second on the list- someone did not call me...someone pretty close..too close..!! did not call me..!! Okay now thats a good reason to get annoyed!
Third- I did not go to the party..! I had been waiting for it the whole week!!! okay no problems..I am going to another..tomorrow!

Loadsa stuff..!! and oh! fourth- I am hungry..ahhh..not a very good reason to get annoyed!!

'Rains'

I miss those rains
the
rains
which took
away my pain

Raining
it is
today
I feel blue
I feel grey

Alone
I am
here
in this city

I wish to be kissed in this rain
Oh rain
Let me sing
for once
'I miss those rains'

9:03pm..

Current mood- very tired

shifting to another apartment can be sooo tiring..was helping a friend shift to his new place.
ps- i love his apartment!! and i hate my hostel :(

4:28am...

Aimless...yearning for a cup of coffee..one look at my room makes me wonder what could be more 'messy' than this!! yuck!
I have been missing dr nandan and sanchi a lot..the discussions...after-class-arguments!! our fav hangout- my garage!! our mission- to 'educate' the society...and spread awareness!!! ha!!
our life- sociology..feminism
I was 'free' then..cos I had sir with me...We were together..a 'classless' society..however small it was..it did exist!
His words..'There will be a revolution!'

Gone are those days?
Do people...move on?

Free..at last

A brief candle; both ends burning
An endless mile; a bus wheel turning

Say it loud and let it ring
We are all a part of everything
The future, the past and the present
Fly on bird
You're free at last

....

06.07.2008....love you baby