Move On

'Move on'
they said
I wonder where I am going.
Days after it..why do I still feel..lonely..guilty..
whatsoever
an 'insane' feeling
which is
'trying'
to come out and shout
'UGHHHHHH'
None of this makes sense.
Never did.
Never will.

The End

No more
can I
play the
game of
'Illusion'

'Absurd'
is what
the figment
of mind

'Face'
no more
can I
see mine

'Elysium'
may I call
this
place

'Deception'
is it the route
to
'never-land'

'Lost'
am I
in the game
of nowhere

Stop
as
I am going
Nowhere...

Ha!

Against the norms of the society
here I go
'again'

A sense of
excitement
in me
'again'

'Ha'!

xoxo

....

I feel free
my dirt
all of it
mine
don't even dare
touch it
my people

is this what
he meant by freedom
Am I feeling it?

Can you??

Abstract-ness

I wonder sometimes if the 'abstract' in me is alive..Seeing things the way they are is not 'me'..A great man once said, "See beyond"..I laughed at him..How could you see beyond things?..they are supposed to be the way they are 'here'..we are not 'taught' or 'made' to do that!
I don't think many people would agree..or maybe..understand the 'logic' of 'seeing beyond'..ha! a wonderful 'experience'..if i may use that word!!

Ma, I am sorry...

No longer am I
the 8 yr old
girl
who hides in her
room
after a 'prank'
and
says
'Ma, I am sorry'

.................

04.08.2008

I am speechless..