'real bites'

tick tick tick
I had been waiting for this moment...this day since ages
and now it's actually here
(ps- i still can't believe it)
feel strange
never thought i would miss my friends...my 'special friend'
sooooo much
but i actually am

i wish life were'nt so hard..
wish it were like in the movies
dancing around the trees
etc etc

but it isn't

i guess i have to start living life the 'real' way
and not in an
'illusion'

ps-i miss you all...love u

*cries*